My response to being in service today surprised me.
I considering attending a workshop instead but a few external excuses compelled me to show up at Epicentre church. Besides, if family, potential relationships, and my job are more important than that endeavor, why should I miss church?
Rare as it is, I made the right decision. Being at service and worshiping God was so incredibly uplifting. It is hard to explain but upon arrival, I immediately realized that I needed to be there; it had nothing to do with my logistical excuses. You could say that my soul was starving for a little churchy time because I almost instantly swelled up with emotions. And yeah I'm a sensitive one but this was too much -- it wasn't even a touchy feely moment! Haha. You know, I've been doing surprisingly well lately so I assumed that maybe church wasn't as necessary this week, but instead it was the total opposite. My desire for corporate expression of faith grew even stronger.
It also so happened to be communion Sunday. Nice. And it was also the third anniversary for Epicentre. Even better! Production value was up a notch and as usual, Pastor John was compelling and cogent... but the biggest difference was that I wanted and was hungry for some good 'ol fashioned spiritual food. Thankfully, this sinner got an all he could eat buffet.